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Thursday, September 16, 2010

ehhhhhhh

Don't really feel like writing only because it feels like its the same crap over and over...
NOT saying it doesn't help to write...but how much more do I have to explain how I have been feeling.
NO, not giving up...just pausing.
Alot has happen these past two weeks...and my girls know. AS much as I tried to keep it a secret, I broke down and cried to them.
They comforted me and held me....but I am still lost...and hurt.

So..I'll just use photos...Mood of the moment??

I WANT:


I FEEL:





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BUT...BENEATH ALL THAT I AM FEELING...I KNOW I RELY ON THE HOPE THAT LAYS THERE...EITHER IT BE SMALL OR JUST ABOUT TO GROW...WAITING FOR THE DAY IT FINALLY TAKES OVER...